Motivation

The weekend helped, and I don’t feel like a bottomless pit of nothing. I just want to curl up all day, but I still don’t have any motivation to do any work.

How can I cold call for a company for a product that isn’t finished and isn’t really defensible for a team I don’t really know? There’s now no one at the top who is leading the vision, driving the ship, and championing us forward.

I hate to say it, but I think without a great leader like him, this company won’t survive. I don’t think I’m the right fit for it, and I’m not sure that anyone else in the team is either. They’re all great people and really hard workers and excellent at what they do, but it takes a certain kind of magic and I’m not sure any of us have got it right now.

Hopefully, I’ll be able to climb out of this hole by the end of this week and find some new motivation for this.